Now that I’m doing my best to not be a lazy-ass and devote
more time to writing this blog, I figure I may as well start at the beginning;
how in the hell did I get involved in all this crazy fitness crap in the first
place?
Let’s go way back, to a time called 2003, I had just
graduated high school and was all set to be a scholarship high and triple
jumper at the University of Montana.
Obviously, this initial fact would lead to the correct assumption that I
was in pretty good shape. Actually, as I
began my collegiate career I was rather amazingly fit because I had no other
choice. A two-season sport, track
necessitated that a large part of my college experience was spent doing two and
three a days. It was my job and I took
it seriously.
What I didn’t take so seriously was what I ate. I pretty much ate whatever the fuck I
wanted. I could afford to because not
only was I burning an insane amount of calories daily, but also because I was
eighteen and had a metabolism that laughed in the face of cookies and pasta. In fact, I even ate a whole pie once in less
than eight minutes once (7 minutes 43 seconds if you want to get
specific). And none of it seemed to matter.
| The "after track" Sauce: Summer 2010 |
But of course it totally mattered when the inevitable
happened and my time as a track athlete came to an end. While I didn’t make a habit of downing whole
pies, my eating habits didn’t change. Not
only did they not change, but a devastating breakup of a three year
relationship led me to an awful pattern of partying and heavy drinking AT LEAST
three days a week. I was destroying my
body one Dirty Shirley at a time.
Beyond the horrible eating and binge drinking, without a
coach telling me when and how to workout I got lazy in the gym. Strangely, though I should have known exactly
what to do as a lifelong athlete, I found great difficulty in putting workouts
together for myself. So I just didn’t
workout at all. I gained twenty pounds
with ease and while most would still describe me as “normal” I felt like shit
and dreaded entering my closet of clothes that no longer fit.
So I did what so many women do: I started to do a shit load
of cardio and tried to survive on crappy Lean Cuisines and Special K. Basically, I tried to lose the weight through
a combination of half-assed sessions on the elliptical coupled with starving
myself and still spending my weekends at the bars. It was ineffective at best. My weight would yo-yo and I continued to feel
miserable.
Just as I was getting really fed-up in the start of 2011, a
deal came across my Facebook for a month of bootcamp classes. I signed up.
And it was really freaking hard.
But it also helped me start to see results with its combination of
cardio and resistance training (something that had been missing in my many
failed gym attempts). Besides a change
in how I exercised, the class instructor also provided information on
nutrition. I began to follow her advice –
eating more complex carbs, having a meal or snack every three hours, increasing
my intake of lean protein – and saw results after just four weeks. I signed up again and after a few months of
doing so had dropped from 24% body fat to under 18%.
| Around the time I decided to compete and had completed a few months of bootcamp: June 2011 |
And from here it gets a little muddy. At some point a friend who is also a trainer
convinced me to try bodybuilding and sign up for a bikini fitness
competition. I think I initially said
yes because I realized that having a goal – much like my goal of competing in
track – would help me really stick to my diet and exercise regimen. With her help and long-distance training I
competed in my first NPC contest in the fall of 2011.
I hated it. I said I
would never do it again. I was pretty
much miserable the whole time and made sure to make everyone else miserable as
well. My personality changed, my fuse
shortened and I was unhappy in general.
I thought that was just the way competing was, but I was totally wrong.
Because I am competitive, I contacted a local trainer with
an amazing personal track record of competing herself and decided to try
again. One look at my diet, which was
incredibly low-carb for a very long time, and she changed everything. The prep for my second show felt easy in
comparison to my first and I moved from placing seventh to a very close
second. Not only did I feel better, but
I also looked better too because I was being correctly managed. Doing it the right way for me got my
hooked. I loved the stage, but mostly I
loved how great my body felt.
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| My latest competition: October 2012 |
Now here I am. I eat
right, avoid alcohol, lift weights and do varied cardio workouts. I’ve competed in four shows and have
nationally qualified twice. It is my
goal in the next year to compete in two more regional qualifying shows and –
hopefully – two national level shows.
Ultimately, the goal would be to place in the top two (some require placing
first) at a national show to achieve IFBB Pro status. This means that I could compete in
professional, invite only shows. It’s a
huge, difficult to achieve goal, but I have to try.
Regardless of if I ever become a pro not, I’ll always be
very dedicated to my fit lifestyle. I
love it for how strong my body looks, but more so for how strong my body
feels. I’m proud to say I’d go for a
protein shake over a margarita any day (though I certainly enjoy one every now
and again).
So what’s your fitness story? Remember any day is a good day to start
writing it!

I've been trying to get into working out for a while, but every time I get derailed and give up after a matter of weeks. Partly (okay, quite a bit) because I'm naturally lazy, but also because I'm naturally very thin. I used to do ballet and other forms of dance, but I haven't since high school (about 4 years ago). I was going to get a gym membership but didn't want to pay $30 a month, so that was out. I can use the gym at my school during semesters and have tried before.
ReplyDeleteA friend was going to do a half-marathon last year but he got injured and I gave up on training around then. That was good because I think what I need is a goal.
So I guess that was a really long way to say: my main problem is motivation.
I danced ten years of ballet and was, during high school VERY thin as well. In fact, once they made me speak to the counselor about prop eating habits; I was eating a ton at the time, but none of it stayed on my body.
DeleteI think for you, weight training would probably help a lot as well as ingesting more calories. It can be hard, but maintaining and adding body weight takes a lot of food. Add healthy proteins, fats and carbs to resistance training and I think you'll be surprised how it changes you!
And for the record, motivation is hard for everyone. It was hard for me too and I had to force myself to make it stick. I hated it at the time, but I'm so glad I did!
I'm so glad you found the secret! One day I'll have to get back to eating right, too--I remember how to do it but it's hard for me to get motivated these days.
ReplyDeleteYeah, that's easily the hardest part. It was hard for me for a long time. Once I finally managed to force myself to be consistent for awhile it just sort of became my norm. It took awhile, but it was so worth it!
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